Fooling Myself 11 Jan 2013 | 05:04 pm

Killing Time 18 Nov 2012 | 05:05 pm

If I could get over you, then I could get away from here. It's such a lonely place, I only have myself to blame. And if I make it through the wasteland of my mind maybe then I'll find a way to find a ...

How I Feel 13 Nov 2012 | 01:46 pm

Where hides sleep? 12 Nov 2012 | 04:46 pm

I want to contact him. To speak to him. To see him. I know that desire is 'wrong' - that I should walk away, and indeed I am holding it at bay, but fuck it's hard. Last night was horrible. I kept w...

A Lonely Road. 11 Nov 2012 | 02:55 pm

It must be nice to have someone want you as much as you want them. To think of you, about you, when you are not with them. I'm not talking about the sex - although that would undoubtedly be nice. I ...

Taken by the sea 9 Nov 2012 | 05:44 pm

How low must my self-esteem be? For almost 12 months he's had my attention waking and sleeping, not to mention my wallet. Last night I discovered he is not gay like he has been telling me (and every...

Fuck You 9 Nov 2012 | 05:04 pm

Enuff said.

Heartbroken 9 Nov 2012 | 04:52 pm

He's straight. And a liar.

All My Colours Run 25 Oct 2012 | 01:42 pm

Some days you just want to cry. Today is one of those days for me. Fighting against my desire, maybe attachment, for Andrew is a challenge today. If I could tear my heart out things would be so much ...

And Still The Night Shackles Me Frozen 21 Oct 2012 | 05:21 pm

There's a hand over my mouth, So I can't speak, speak to you. I am tied, tied up in chains, And what remains is the silence. I feel the night around my days As if the cold is here to stay. There are ...